Morning,woke up,gastric dam fucking pain..
Guess is bec the day before, i skipped 2meals ba,lunch and dinner..
Rested while then ok abit,went sch..
Was in a emo state,didnt feel like talking at all..
But,still forced myself to smile,laugh and talk when i didnt feel like doing it at all..
Copied maths..Geog and maths lesson,i did pay attention ok? [:
Recess,bought food went up, didnt feel like eating but then,i scare later gastric pain until cant tahan...In class,told jasmine compound wat happened,almost cried can?
Lesson and lesson.. After sch,pei clar go find brenda then go find sam ahma.
She came fetch me from sch lei~ [: Love her sia..
Went vista then slacked awhile under a blk near sch,winnie left soon.. Bused to cwp..
Meet therisa,went yoshinoya ate,jasmine came.. I sort of bo mood already .. Already like emo le,yet, she khup my fone, more bo mood.. didnt talk to her,went pei sam ahma find leonard ahgong.. Went up popular as leonard finding his fren,bused home.. Didnt feel like going home,but, just feel like having some time alone for myself.. When alighted,i walked dam slow home..
Reach home,yixiang fucker called.. He so bhb can?
Say himself very shuai,i keep looking at him then say wat i miss him then ask him come cwp.==
Fuck him lah.. ==
Going to do some revision le.. hahas~ I in emo state better, at least i would do revision . ==
Another reminder again.. == Any1 interested to help me pay? I'll love u like fuck lah~ =D

I hate myself being in emo state, fuck lah.
What i needed now is just 1 person to make me back int my hyper self again.
Should i give up or should i try ?
I realise, i dont love you at all, i m just lying to myself so that i can forget about him.. __
I wanted you to replace him but i realise i cant do it at all..
God , tell me what to do can? ahmen.

& Written at
5:38 PM

SHUYI,


Studying in woodgrove sec,2e3.
Birthday falls on 31st july every year.
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