Did not went anywhere today. Stayed at home and be guaikia...
Sian diao le lah~ Later doing some hw ba.
Just now some sort of quarrelled with her. I dun want it to happen but then i
just couldnt take it anymore liao.. =x Everything is my fault..Happy mah?
Tue having cca, need dye black le..fuck.


I thought u would change but then u did not. When i typed the word,u want guy,dun want friendship, my tears dripped down. I started recalling the past. In the past,we would everyday chat on fone and crap tgt.
But,now u dont call me and chat anymore le. Last time,u would everyday come my hus and play or study tgt but now,u dont come anymore unless is those type of stay awhile nia. =x
Soo sadding right? this 2yrs,we gone throught so much. I kept lying to myself that u would change for the sake of friendship and kept holding on to hope that u would come back to us like the past but,2day u make me realise its all a lie that i lied.
U changed sooo much that i really wonder if u are still the same person i knew before..
I wanted the old you lah..
Right now,i still holded on to some hope even when i noe u would not change..
I stil cant bear to let you go..
Should i fuck care everything now and go each seperate way?
I can close 1eye when i see you hong and twotime but i just couldnt close another eye when i see you choose them than choose vanny and me.
Girl,u disppointed me dam lot. But then,remember, i am still waiting for the day u change..Will that day come?
Seriously,i really love ur company. I wanted so much for us 3 to be back to the past..
ofc,3, 1 would be pangseh..seriously it would happen..
I would rather me to be pangseh then we 3 go each seperated way..
Make my wish come true can? Its so depend on you right? If u can change back to the past, nth would changed.
I dont expect you to change all at 1go..but, can u atleast change abit just for the sake of friendship?
Is guy really more important to you than us?=x
God, i pray hard that everything is just a nightmare and once i wake up,
everything would be the same as before...

& Written at
1:50 PM

SHUYI,


Studying in woodgrove sec,2e3.
Birthday falls on 31st july every year.
Love my babes and Girlfriend. (: